To have you back here with me once more. I always dread this fucking awful day. Today marks 2 years since you left me. It still crushes me to know your gone. 2 long years ive been here missing the hell outta you. I still dream bout you so i know i'll see ya soon. But it's unfair thats the only way i get to see ya. Knowing it is just an illusion..... more like a tease to pretty much show me you will never come back. There is no vacation spot i could go to or pair of sneakers i can buy that will take away how much i loved you. You were and always the only person i gotta save being in the dept. I loved you dearly(and still do) and would do ANYTHING just to see you once more. I wish i could go back two years ago to this date........to not only see you once more......... to get the missing piece in my heart back............ to have a happy home once again ( yes u brought that upon all of us)..... but most importantly......my true happiness back. I still think about you and like i told you the last time i saw you..... I'll see you when i get there. Now i sit her, ballin my eyes out, realizing i shoulda never taken you for granted.... but when my time comes i'm gonna look for you like i promised. Love you now and always my lil Chica. Daddy loves you.
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