I dont know what it is with this time of the year that always brings my ass down. Maybe the fact its graduation time and remembering what it was liek 4 years ago and what i have become today. Have i done all i can? Have i met the expectations of society? have i met my standards? shit just keeps bringing me down. im sure ill be alright soon just needa get over it. Tomorrow is gonna be hard letting go of my little dude Noah. I remember first starting at work and he was the first lil friend i met. I wont ever forget that day. Hes done so much for me and he doesnt even know it. Lil man is moving on to the big bad kindergarden :/ sighhhhh. Im gonna miss him dearly but i'll always remember him. I only hope he never forgets me and what i did for him. I think tomorrow just needs to come and go and i think i'll be better........